To my Mother!

I miss you with all my heart. This week has been terrible, it's my mother's birthday today. She would have been 43 today. I lost my job, I have no idea what the hell happen with that.  This last weekend I found out that my grandfather is not going to make it; he has diabetes. To top it off I found out that my father has diabetes as well. It's not that bad though. It has just been a long day. Life can really be hurtful sometimes. I really just want all this to go away. I'm drunk. This sucks.